| Location | Wolverhampton |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 01/05/2005 |
| Date of Death | 01/05/2005 |
| Visitors | 1,003 since 08/03/2009 |
| Creator |
My little man u were born into heaven,i was so excited when i knew i was having another little boy all through the pregnancy everything was perfect had no problems everything was perfect just like you at 37wks+5days it was on a saturday nite we had a big storm id never heard thunder so loud id bin reading in bed as i could never sleep id have tierd leg syndrome as i lay in bed in the early hours on sunday morning you had hiccups my hand was on my tummy then as u stopped i felt my tummy go hard then i just went to sleep but that was after id saw my dad he was stood looking at me i could'nt understand why he didnt smile at me i lost my dad nearly 7yrs ago to a heartatack then went to sleep.
When i woke up i felt wet an sticky an though it was my waters but as i moved the covers back it was blood i stood up then the pain i had was umbearable id never experienced pain like it i got myself over towards the door an sat down then ur daddy rang for an ambulance it felt like hours befor they finaly arrived i was down for a homebirth anyway so i tryed to keep myself calm as my two little boys were around the operator was asking lots of questions about myself then she finally asked the one question i didnt even think to think of have you felt movements then i realised i hadnt i started to cry an then started begging the ambulance crew to admit me to hospital theyd rang my midwife an when she did ring back they explained my blood loss so she told them to take me straight in when i got to the hospital i was tsken straight to delivery suit they examined me seeing if my cervix had opened but it hadnt so they put the monitors on me to see if they could hear the heartbeat but there wasnt one only mine the midwife had gone out the room and bought in the machine they use for the scans then a doctor or shud i say a consultant came into the room as i lay there i knew what he was gona say next there was no heartbeat deep down i knew but i didnt want it to be real then he finaly told me id had a placental abruption and had a rectro blood clot he told me nearly all my plecenta had came away this was why i was haemoraging all the family had came up to be with me.
I was then asked if i could deliver him and i did i was so poorly, weak tierd my body had gone into shock so everthing around me sounded all muffely i deliverd you at 7 o clock i was so scared to hold you because i knew id not put you down but when i did you were perfect,warm the most beautiful baby id ever saw you were taken into another room were you were dressed an had photos and your feet and hand prints done later that evening the vicar came in and blessed you we were taken to a suit were i could stay with you and for two whole days i never left your side untill the time come were i had to leave you and go and be with your two big brothers they needed me you were with the angels but that day i had never experienced what pain was until i had to leave you.
Love and Miss You Always xxxx
Mommy Daddy Hayden and Dylan, Honey xxxxxx
Also id like to thank both familys and friends for all there love,help and support. Could'nt have got this far without you all thank you xxxx love you all the world xxx
Also thank you to all the staff at New Cross Hospital for all there support and kindness thank you to the LAPS ( Looking After Parents Siblings )
We wont ever forget you all xxxxx
Thank You.
Niall's Mommy ( Shell Denston ) XXXXXXXXXXX
hellio
cant beleive your going to be 6 in a few weeks still seems like yesterday you had to leave me i remember everything the day you were born il never forget xxx one day il be with you forever until tha day comes sleep tight my angel love you always and forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello
my beautiful little angel sorry i have visited here for a while,i dont realy need to because i talk to you in my dreams an i see you there too hope you had a nice christmas we love and miss you so very much another christmas wiv out you another year your not here to fill my days and heart e will meet one day i realy do miss you son sleep tight my angel xxxxxxxxx
hope you had a good christmas in the clouds niall, your mommy daddy and your brothers and sisters all missed you. xxx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Niall"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.
Copyright of Winnie Lovett
There's a special angel in heaven
that is a part of me
It is not where I wanted him,
but where God wanted him to be.
He was here but just a moment
like a night time shooting star
And though he is in heaven
He isn't very far
He touched the heart of many
like only an angel can do
I would've held him more often
if the end I only knew.
So I send this special message
to the heavens up above,
please take care of my angel,
and send him all my love.
HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY
my little angel cant beleive 5yrs today and still feels like yesterday ur the first thing on my mind wen i wake up and the last thing of anite love and miss you always sweetheart xxxxx
Little cousin.
Hello Niall..x
hope your doing ok i miss you and love you just like all your family and ur always in my mind little one loves you
from your big cousin laura jaynee xxxxx
hello
my lovely little angel always thinking of you never a thought away love and miss you now and always wish you was with us still feels like only yesterday wen the angles came for you i see the brightest star and no your watching over us all god bless you son love always and forever xmommy xxxxxxxxx
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